What turning point in your career do you consider your “big break”?
I worked for in years in the big shoe industry in Brazil: big fast fashion collections, which always left me very uncomfortable for countless reasons.
This long experience drained my creativity. At this point I thought I didn't know how to draw, I didn't know what I really liked—I was really at an empty point in my life. So, in 2012, I decided to take a creative immersion [course] with a Scottish teacher in Rio de Janeiro, Charles Watson. I quit my job (although they didn't accept and suggested that I come back after the course). It was 45 days of intensive drawing and a re-encounter with something I always had an immense passion for. At the end of the course, I was crying, very touched, [and] wondering how I had allowed myself to be taken away from something so precious to me: my genuine creativity and my space for experiments. It's been a never-ending journey ever since.
What advice do you have for striking a work/life balance?
I believe that to have returned to drawing and experimenting in my life were essential to get back the same energy that I had as a child. But it was also a discovery that experimentation only was not enough; that all areas of life deserved attention. Therefore, another great turning point for me was also to re-appropriate my health care, my body and my own home. So this balance that I was looking for was completed with organising my workspace, a healthier diet, and trying to read and practice my spirituality.
What anxieties, if any, do you hold about your life/career? And how do you deal with them?
I have had many, many fears and anxieties in this entire process. Trust and fearlessness grew little by little when I realised that I had to put myself in uncomfortable situations to grow.
The greatest of all anxieties was related to the fear of having to work in the old format again, in companies that I shared neither the ideals nor the ethics. I was terrified that this might happen: that in order to survive I would need to return to a work format that I disagreed with in [every respect]. So the way I found to fight that was to work, and communicate my work, in the most honest way possible. Which resulted in the whole project and all my research being built with truth, poetry and affection.