I don't know about you, but the past year has been full of contradictory feelings. Time felt both slow and fast as my days became mostly identical. With no defining events, the days blur together; I've worn the same 5 sets of pajamas on rotation for months. I've felt stagnant in one sense, but this year has also been transformative on a personal level. I've learned so much about myself and the world - I feel like my world view has been irreversibly altered.
I've also learned that inspiration and appreciation can still be found anywhere: in the simple moments at home, inside your own mind, and the containment I felt from the pandemic has in turn forced me to expand my own personal inner world, and I actually discovered new things.
My home has transformed from an apartment that I merely eat, sleep, work, and hang out in, to a place I can paint, plan, sew, cook, dream, read, listen, and learn in, and all the little corners that I ignored before have opened up. For example, two months into the pandemic, I set up a larger art table (my creative world expanded), and sometime after that, I ordered candles and started taking more baths (my bathroom became a sanctuary rather than just a utilitarian room). I've discovered new uses and new joys with the same resources I had all along. I think that's the biggest lesson of 2020: to fully appreciate what you already have.