Being single on Valentines Day isn't always ideal but I've found that it also isn't the worst thing to happen to a person. I've had my fair share of relationships and believe when I say, if you haven't found the right person to share your life with then you're better off spending a special romantic day cuddling a better and watching a good horror movie and munching on some snacks!
I have never had a Valentine, not once, in my entire life. I've always either dated someone and broken up before the date or dated someone after it had passed, and boy how some of those relationships ended. I don't think any one of those relationships were ended by the guys those, they were generally ended by me. Some prematurely, some for good reasons, some for bad. There are probably two that I can think of that I wonder if I should of but I have come to terms with it.
There is one though, one that ended in tragedy that I hold dear to my heart. It didn't end because we wanted it to end but ended because his life did. That one, it taught me the value of love and how important it is to value the people in your life.
I've always taken things too far, I'm weird like that. I show too much love, too much anger, too much sadness. It's an imperfection of mine. I'm TOO emotional about things. I'm coming to realize though that I'd rather show too much than leave this world with someone wondering how I ever felt about them, or the things in my life. I'll tell you this, I can learn to handle my emotions better, definitely the way I react to things better, but I have zero regrets showing people just how much I adore them. Life is too short, too precious, and it ends so abruptly, and it doesn't matter how old you are.
Love the people you love with your whole heart, and let it show all the time.
