How you doin?
Honestly, I'm struggling. I'm worried about the Moms. I'm worried about my family - I miss them so damn much. Celebrity and Political news is stirring up a lot of angst I'm not really able to deal with right now. I'm worried about our sanity, our health, and if we're going to survive all this. I mean, somethings gotta give at some point, right? This can't go on forever, right?!?!
Then I saw this from Dr. Joy, and it helped me to realized that EVERYTHING we've all been feeling is valid. And that asking for help when you need it and listening to what you need and then doing that is OK. In fact, it's necessary.
So I asked Brian to make his miracle chicken soup. I spent two days writing on the couch instead of at my desk. I went outside and puttered around with the birdbath when I needed a break instead of just pushing through it as I normally wood. I made tiny cheesecakes.
Because if feels like we're so close - if we can only hold on long enough.