This past week, I had two different opportunities to write for other larger Christian platforms. As the first deadline approached, I felt a swell of insecurity build up inside of me. I hadn't committed to being a part of the series, but I was allowed to submit something by the deadline if I wanted to be a part of it. I wrote the post, but as the deadline came closer and closer, I decided to not send it in.
I felt like an imposter. I didn't feel ready for such a large audience to see my work. But even more than that, I felt like “who am I to tell my story”? Honestly y'all, the lies got to me.
As the second deadline loomed in the horizon, I felt the same insecurity begin to creep along the edges of my heart. As I recognized this pattern, I began to wrestle with it and then God dropped a phrase into my heart that I hope you and I will never forget.