Humor me for just a second.
Because I want you to do something with me.
I want you to take a deep breath.
Ready? Ready...?? Okay...
Breath in. (Mmmmm)
Now breath out. (Ahhhhh)
Now, answer this question for me, if you will: What's one good thing that happened to you in the last 24 hours ā° or so?
It can be anything. It's not a test.
I'm serious. Anything.
It could be that your house didn't burn down during the last 24 hours. That's a big one for me, because, you know... me and cooking don't mix.
Maybe it's that package you ordered just came in.
Or maybe you got a chance to make an early coffee run with no lines. Or maybe you just went to the gym and cleaned up on that day's Bikini Body challenge.
Or maybe it was something else entirely.
Now, hold onto that good thing in your mind and then take a breath with me....
Breath in. (Mmmmm)
Now breath out. (Ahhhhh)
Feels pretty damn good, doesn't it?
My good thing was that I picked up Shrimp Tempura Crunch sushi from Whole Foods today, and it was quite amazing.
**I usually don't find the exact sushi I'm looking for when I want it at the Whole Foods that's close to me , so you can imagine how excited I was to get my sushi takeout.
And now I feel all tingly inside. (Maybe it's from the wasabi š±)
Or maybe it's from the fact that according to scientific findings, the breaths that you and I just took?
They are more powerful than we may realize.
Did you know that, according Dr. Rick Hanson, psychologist at UC Berkeleyās Greater Good Science Center..something as simple as what we just didābreathing and reflecting on something positiveācan actually play a part in "rewiring our brains"?
And to be honest, I could use a little rewiring.
(Let's just say last week at the day job hasn't been the most "peaceful." Not that it's ever really a fun-for-all ball, per se but the week had been giving me more gray hair than usual...which is why I thought about going directly for the tequila-sour š¹ in my fridge)
But I knew, instinctively, that the tequila wasn't going to help.
Instead I'm choosing to turn this week around and "rewire" my brain.
But to do that, according to the podcast with Dr. Hanson, I am in desperate need of taking a breath...
So, what does "taking a breath" really mean? And how does it change the way our brains work?
Well, I'll get to that in a minute, as soon as I welcome you back to another week of the Wrye on the Rocks VIP Romance letter.
If you're new to the VIP Romance letter, then let me explain how we roll.
We talk about all kinds of juicy things, from what Billionaire šµ Romance I've been writing for you to exclusives to new Romance releases to our latest book boyfriends (or girlfriends), to our current reads and random thoughts that we have about being a writer, an introvert or an extrovert, a reader, and a human in general.
(In addition to some things that I haven't mentioned to many people for one reason or another...primarily because I find it's hard to talk about, like my writing process + why it kicks my butt from time to time)
But it's a bit more than that, too. I'm also here to have fun with you, share with you.
(And yes, I do read your replies...and like to answer with a million emojis. I blame the tequila)
If you're not new to the Wrye on the Rocks VIP Romance letter, then I know you're already used to all the juicy things! (No shame. š Remember: We're all here to be romance-reading weirdos together.)
And for this week's letter, I want to talk about how we all can tap into those juicy, good things in our lives by taking a few good breaths, share an exclusive Sneak Peek + talk about one of the books I've written that I'm *certain* will leave you actually feeling breathless.
So let's get juicy, shall we?
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š¹ TEQUILA BREAKS š¹
The first "breath" I ever took in my academic or professional career was the year AFTER I left grad school.
It was in my very first non-academic job. (In which I had to wear a suit.)
I was a consultant at an energy automation company that had just developed a software department to handle their clients' needs. In order to get the job, I had to go through one of the most rigorous interviewing processes I've had until this day.
And the onboarding process wasn't any easier. In fact, the more I looked into the role, the more I realized that, yes, this job was really a lot like grad school.
Long hours, lots of written work, little to no thanks from the company + a salary š§¾ that did NOT match the many late night and weekend hours we were all putting in.
One morning, I remember sitting at my desk and thinking how tired I was.
I knew I'd have to come in the next day, and all of the prior days that week, because there was no way I'd be able to get all my work done in a reasonable amount of time.
But it just didn't seem like enough.
I remember thinking, "I just want to take a breath."
And I do mean a breath.
Not a time-out. No coffee run. Not even a small stroll around the building to get some fresh air.
I wanted a real, deep breath.
Maybe even a sigh? Definitely a sigh. š®āšØ
I knew I wouldn't be able to concentrate on anything for the rest of that day if I didn't do it.
So that night, I ended up going to the empty parking garage and taking a breath.
I sat there in my car, inhaling so deeply that I felt like I was going to pass out. It felt so good.
But then something happened.
The more I took a breath, the more it was actually starting to feel different.
I remember smelling the exhaust from the cars that were driving by or lingering in the air. The freshness of the cold night air.
The loud ticking of the car engine. I remember seeing my breath in front of me and seeing so many stars in the night sky.
And for a brief moment, I forgot about my tiredness.
I forgot about working the next day.
I forgot about the stress of the job itself.
I forgot about everything. I felt nothing but the feeling of my exhaling breath and it was just...peaceful. And calm. And quiet.
And I realized, that moment. That it was so simple to just take a breath.
And as I sat there, taking a breath and re-taking a breath...I realized that this is how we live our lives everyday.
Most of us are so into our thoughts š that we don't realize how much of a hold they have on our bodies.
How tightly we're holding onto our stress. How tightly we're holding onto our emotions.
And how to pull that tightness away, all we have to do is take a breath.
Dr. Rick Hanson (the UC Berkeley psychologist that I mentioned earlier) was able to put it like this:
"Breathing brings you home.
Body and mind twine together in the breath. As soon as you become aware of breathing, you're in your body.
Speed up the breath, and there's new energy. Slow it down, and you calm down.
Inhale and oxygen surge into your brain while the arousing sympathetic nervous system activates and accelerates the heartbeat. Exhale and activate the soothing, peaceful parasympathetic nervous system so the heart beats more slowly.
In the breath, you are home in this moment, this Now.
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The breath is always available as an object of attention, whether formally in meditation or informally as a way to recenter yourself. Track the breath in yourself and know yourself more deeply. Track the breath in others and know them more deeply."
(Up until that moment, all I'd been taking to de-stress...was tequila breaks. I was twenty-four/twenty-five, living for Happy Hour. And let me tell you: Happy Hour gets reallyyyy happy when you've got a bottle of Don Julio silver and friends willing to drink it with you at the end of a very long work day š©)