And to my surprise - I loved it!
I loved how simple it was to chuck a few things in our car and set up our little cosy tent
I loved how we were away from all distractions and got to spend some time on the beach
I loved sleeping so close to the earth and feeling and hearing the elements all around us
And I loved that we sat around our little campfire, laughing and being fully present in the moment.
We got to experience all the “things” that we have been holding back on - we didn’t need to wait. We could experience them right now.
On the way home this got me thinking about how I do this so often at work.
Withhold joy until I feel like I have achieved this big arbitrary goal.
Believing that when I finally reach this goal, or target that somehow everything will be perfect and I can finally experience joy.
And so, I thought about all my goals and desires (related to my work and business).
And thought - what is it that I hope to experience by reaching these things?
What do I believe that these goals and dreams will make me feel when I finally arrive at that destination?
Much like my camping experience, it's the feeling of freedom.
It's the feeling of simplicity and ease that I believe reaching these goals will help me experience. It’s being able to spend more time with my family, prioritising my spiritual journey and connection with nature.
But what this camping trip has taught me is that I have access to all of those feelings right now.
Maybe not in the same way, but I can definitely feel parts of these things right now.