In my last newsletter, I shared an update from astrologer, Alex Myles on what we can expect from August. 

 

She said that August is a month of magical and intense energy, presenting us with opportunities for major shifts and breakthroughs.

 

This weekend, I feel like that light bulb moment really kicked in for me!

 

As you know a month ago, I was in a car accident that stirred up a lot of old trauma I thought I'd released.

 

With it came a lot of clarity in which I felt a big shift, but as we know, the universe (or in actuality our own self) can test us to see just how sure we are! ;-)

 

Well, Friday I had such a test when I found out the lad that hit my car, is trying to retract responsibility.

 

And in that moment, I felt a rage like no other! Interesting!

 

My ‘old’ reaction was still there (albeit more fleetingly). ‘How dare he, I can’t believe it, this is so unfair, poor me…' and I won't share the exact words I had for him! ;-)

 

But once I sat with it, I realised I was doing the exact same thing again. So, I felt into it again to get to the root of what I was feeling.

 

Along with the fears, also came some uncomfortable things I didn't want to see in myself!

 

When we embark on this journey of self-mastery, which in truth is a journey of remembering who we truly are, I think we can all admit that we dip in and out of it.

 

I like to think I hold myself accountable for my triggers now, but in truth, everything I've learned along the way, I still don't fully live and embody in every moment.

 

This weekend has really shown me just how much I still give my power away and don't believe how powerful I am to create the life I want.

 

So many times I say, “We are the creator of our reality”, which I whole heartedly believe, but I'm not holding myself accountable for the very uncomfortable things I'm still creating!

 

Which if I'm being completely honest is because I realise I'm still not trusting myself and my ability to create in this infinite universe we live in.

 

There's still conditioning in there telling me it's not possible.

 

And now I really do see it loud and clear! And this has been building since the solstice in June.

 

And I can't ignore it anymore! If I want a different outcome, I have to be more consistent and devotional in what I'm creating in every moment.

 

In my self-paced program, I talk about mirrors and projections. I realised the anger I felt towards this guy, was really anger and frustration I felt towards myself.

 

For doing the same thing again! Creating yet another distraction and distortion.

 

And this is where it's so important to bring in self-love and compassion. Not to beat yourself up over it, but to bring gratitude to the fact that you've had that awareness, so you can redirect back to the truth and  change your thoughts and words to more empowering ones.

 

So, this week I will be tapping into the infinite abundance and possibilities in my reality! 

 

Yesterday I had another gift from my walk in the woods. Another beautiful feather to add to my collection! 

 

I think this is from a woodpecker, which I have to smile at the irony because, I definitely feel like I've been repeatedly banging my head against a brick wall lately! ;-)

 

I know my higher self has quite a sense of humour! 

So, as always I share my honest journey and breakthroughs with you, as I know we're all doing our best to navigate the intensity of these times and we don't always realise where we can still have the blinkers on!

 

 

What is this experience trying to show me?

 

What am I still believing about myself?

 

Where am I giving my power away?

 

What is the absolute truth in this situation?

 

If we continue to observe ourselves and feel into the uncomfortable feelings that arise with the challenging parts of our creations, we can continue to shift and move back into the infinite possibilities that are available to us when we are living in our true power and presence. 

 

 

What would it feel like if I had infinite power, wisdom, abundance?

 

What would it feel like to be in absolute joyfulness and peace all the time?

 

What is stopping me from allowing these experiences in my life?

 

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I thought this would be a good time to re-share this video where I was interviewed by the beautiful Nadege Lovett, as we talked about trauma awareness and the journey of self-love.

 

As this month is pretty intense for inviting in that deeper level of awareness, this chat may help to bring in some deeper awareness of what you might be holding onto and how our pasts can be running our current experiences.

 

And a few reminders….

 

 

 

 

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