Hey First name / friend,
As I write this, it's 66 degrees and the sun is shining. I slept in (which is 6:30am for me) and started my work day a bit more refreshed than if I'd gone to the gym at 5am.
Working out is VERY new for me. And even though I don't look forward to it, I will tell you that I'm sleeping better. Better for me may equal 4-5 hours a night instead of 2-3 and that's a WIN.
The Lord has been working diligently in my life this season and now that I'm through much of the “CRISIS” I'm able to see his hand at work in bigger ways.
If you didn't know, we spent most of last year building a home and working while living in a very small rental! Just 2 months after we moved into our home, my husband lost his job of 15 years. A job that allowed us to build this very home. I'll be honest and say that the last 8 months have been difficult in more ways than you can imagine. Financially, emotionally, spiritually. I have been drained and drained some more.
On top of that, Kurt and I went through a very dark season in our marriage that left both of us hanging on to life by threads. I may share the details of that one day, but for now, I know that anyone reading this who has been in a relationship already knows what that looks and feels like.
All of these situations led to major life changes for us. And a lot of those changes have been VERY hard. I had to take on another full time job to help support us. Kurt was able to find work, but at a major salary cut.
We had (and still have) long term decisions to think about and make. And this had me in a pretty dark state that I was finally able to come out of these past two months.
Today I told a dear friend, “I am one of those people that the Lord must hit with his neon sign in order for me to hear him.” And let's just say, he's gotten my attention. When I finally stopped trying to fix and control all of the above situations and I came CRAWLING to the throne, he welcomed me with open arms and offered me an instant reprieve.
These last 6 weeks, I've stopped all panic attacks. I've felt joy. I've felt peace. I've found a bit of myself again.
I am so excited to share some ways in which I have seen his hand at work, and I hope that in next months newsletter, I'll have BIG news about all that's been going on behind the scenes. But for now, I just want you to know that there is more than likely something going on in your neighbors life that you know nothing about. Be kind. Offer grace. Take them a meal. It could even be a banana. Check on them. Text them. Text them, again.
I'm so thankful for those who have literally held me up in this season of life. The Lord has used best friends, co workers and even random strangers. He is good all the time.
I hope you're in a spring season in your life, friends. And if you're not, know that you absolutely aren't alone. Reach out to anyone, but especially the Father. If you don't have a relationship with him, let's talk about that. Because that peace that only he can provide will truly change your life. I'll be more than happy to share how it's changed mine.