Soooo, we're TWO DAYS away from the release of FOREVER WRITING YOU (an emotionally-charged novella with SPICE) and I'm emailing to share some insight into how this story came to be.
A few weeks ago, my life was in a very shitty place.
Nothing was going right. I felt beyond overwhelmed, and I was asking the same three questions I'd been asking myself since I became a mommy…
When will this motherhood/full-time career thing get easier? When will things go back to how they used to be? Why am I struggling so much after working so hard to get it together? (I could've sworn I had a handle on this new lifestyle.)
Alas, I was going through an old Pinterest board of mine, and I stumbled upon a favorite quote:
“You can be shattered, and then you can put yourself back together piece by piece. But what can happen over time is this: You wake up one day and realize that you have put yourself back together completely differently. That you are whole, finally, and strong - but you are now a different shape, a different size.”
--Glennon Doyle Melton--
I've spent so much time trying to be who I used to be for the past couple of years… so many days struggling (& failing) to be someone I'm not anymore.
That realization hit me like a ton of bricks, and it just so happened to coincide with me staring at my overgrown "I'll get back to working on it someday" garden, so I went outside and began pulling all the weeds in the rain.
When I was done, I went to a nearby nursery and bought plants I'd been intending to buy for years. Then, I brought them home and prepared their new homes for fall planting.