Life these past few weeks has felt a little like treading water in a huge lake. I'm still here, but goddamn it all ‘cause my legs are getting tired. I can see the shore…but I just…can’t…get…there.
And since I'm feeling unmoored, I find myself desperately seeking out things are grounding: quiet evenings with a real book, quick trips to run normal errands with my sis, cooking dinner for my Mom, getting my hands down in the literal earth. Listening to a Momma Robin read her partner the riot act every night at dusk. Standing out on the patio even if it's freezing.
I also cannot wait for it to be warm enough to get outside in some real sunshine, because I am officially over these lingering 50deg daytime temps thankyouverymuch. And a threat of SNOW?!?! In this economy? IT'S MAY?!?! We had to turn the heat back on for pete's sake.
There's also so much happening behind the scenes with the business, and I'm so excited to get these new products into the
Store. I'm really, really proud of what's coming. (Also FYI: consultations are still
$300 off until June 1! Get your project on the books for
anytime this year!).
I'm also starting to feel the personality of the business shifting - because I'm personally shifting, and I'm so looking forward to exploring what that means for the look and feel of it all.
But it feels like time is quickly slipping away, like I'm racing against some unknown. Do you feel that too? It's like I can't get anything done fast enough, no matter how much I enjoy doing it.
So I'm here, still kicking for my life, and as always, keeping a sharp eye out for those…