slowly reemerging
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Hi loves, how are you?

As usual, it's been far too long since I've connected with you in this way.

The last 10ish months have felt like a period 
of deep change and transformation.

Yes, I’ve gone through some massive shifts — a break-up, losing two homes (one with the break-up, and one in the LA fires), and just this past March, I left a job that no longer felt aligned.
 
And if you have ever experienced major change, 
(which I know you have because we all have), 
then you know the period of time that follows is very sacred.
 
It's a time of reflection and recalibration. 
 
A time to grieve what no longer exists or will be. 
To reflect on the past and lessons learned.
To adjust to a new reality and make space for what's next.

For me, these past ten months have felt like 
a complete death and rebirth.

Some of my biggest fears became my reality:
 Being single again in my 30's.
Feeling the effects having relied on my partner financially,
and then no longer having him or that support.
Loosing a home not once but twice 
(and if you know me, you know how important “home” is). 
Then living like a nomad for this entire year 
(basically my worst nightmare).

But when confronted with my biggest fears - when I was forced to walk through the fire - I was reminded of my strength and resilience. 
I saw just how supported I truly am. And I was able to let go of these attachments I held onto so tightly - the roles, labels, comforts, etc.
 
These old parts of myself literally had to die in 
order to make way for something new.

Am I still healing? Absolutely. The work never really ends.
 
I've leaned on my practices in these past ten months more than I have ever before. I've filled journal pages, sobbed in meditations, released what has felt like years of pain, sadness and frustration. 
I've worked with various healers and modalities. 
And I've connected with myself more deeply than ever before.
 
All of this has led me to this present moment: 
landing in this little sublet in Santa Monica for the summer.
 
And since arriving, I've felt a shift.
 
I'm finally ready to come out of my little healing cocoon 
and step into this new version of me.

I think I know her - it feels like she's been bubbling 
up to the surface for quite some time now. 
 
And I'm excited to see where she goes…what she creates.
 
 
So my love, if you're moving through a massive change or transition, 
if you feel like your world has been turned upside down, 
if you are completely lost or unsure of what the 
future will hold - I see you. I hear you.
 
I can literally say that I know exactly how you feel.

But I can also assure you - you will come out on the other side.

My advice? Just take it day by day. 
 
For a while I was moving day by day. 
Then week by week.
Now, it feels like month by month.
 
Take your time.
Slow down. 
Rest when you can.
Give yourself space and grace.
 
And if you need support, I'm here.
 
I offer 1:1 intuitive healing sessions to meet you exactly where you are, and help you work through any transitions or times of uncertainty. 
These sessions can also help you release any stuck, 
heavy or negative emotions so you can come back to you.

I also have a new offering - 20 minute virtual healing sessions for $44. This is perfect for anyone who is newer to this work or 
anyone needing a quick energetic reset.
 
More info is below and much more to come - 
but for now, know that I'm sending you so much love.
 
 
 
with gratitude,
xx Nicolette
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