I had three client deadlines, twenty browser tabs open, and a Canva design I’d been tweaking for six hours — just to avoid writing one dumb Instagram caption.
The kicker? It wasn’t even for a client.
It was for me.
Meanwhile, I was knocking out blogs, onboarding forms, launch assets, and Pinterest strategies like a content robot on a pink slush Alani.
But when it came to showing up for my own business?
Crickets.
No posts.
No updates.
No strategy.
Just vibes and vibes and… oh look, another client inquiry! Let’s get to work!
Here’s the truth I didn’t want to admit at the time:
Doing everything myself made me feel safe.
→ Safe from failure.
→ Safe from letting someone in and realizing maybe I wasn’t doing it the “best” way.
→ Safe from letting go of control… even when control was slowly strangling my creativity.
But I called it “drive.”
I called it “being a multi-passionate creative CEO!! 💁♀️✨
I liked to call it a “passion.”