Today, my husband and I went for a walk at high elevation. In this case, it was a short trip up to Loveland Pass, where a trail takes you up to the continental divide.
We're hitting the point where the tundra foliage is beginning to turn. The aspens below have a few points where they're beginning to turn yellow, but we're not yet at full fall foliage yet. This was more of an exploratory run so that we could keep an eye on things.
This tea is lovely: sweet and a little bit mild, and probably the perfect counterpoint for cool wind and clouds scudding along at about 12,000 feet.
There is a special joy in gong-fu style tea in high, empty, wild places. The water inevitably spills as you pour and soaks into dry ground, nourishing plants coming to the end of the growing season. Every sip is taken looking out over long vistas of great mountains. Pikas squeak; some of them, a little too familiar with the gentle hikers a place like this get, venture in close, noses twitching, as if they too want to inhale the sweetness of a raw pu-erh.
Mountains are old: you get a sense of that at the top of them, clouds so close you feel like they are just within your reach. The continental divide is the literal spine of America, the highest place in the land, and from it, the world is beautiful.
On the way up to the mountains, we saw a stream of cars: police cars, ambulances. The ambulances went blaring by, lights and sirens, in both directions. We thought that perhaps there might be a car accident but we never saw anything on the road that looked like it. Perhaps, we said in the car, it was an accident just off I-70.
When we got home, we found out that three people had been shot at Evergreen High School: those were the ambulances we had seen.
I try not to let myself become inured to school shootings. I try not to let myself think that it is normal that children must be shot, that this is a thing we must endure. I try to let myself feel the horror and grief every time, because this is not okay. It will never be okay. Our children should never have to endure this.
The tea becomes ever more appropriate to the time. I assume that the name is a reference to a Wendell Berry poem called “The Peace of Wild Things.”
When despair for the world grows in me
and I wake in the night at the least sound
in fear of what my life and my children’s lives may be,
I go and lie down where the wood drake
rests in his beauty on the water, and the great heron feeds.
I come into the peace of wild things
who do not tax their lives with forethought
of grief. I come into the presence of still water.
And I feel above me the day-blind stars
waiting with their light. For a time
I rest in the grace of the world, and am free.