Hola First name / Tribe,
Happy Full Moon! A few words that might be relevant amidst the Scorpionic tides, in service to your alchemical potential with this moon…
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There is a doorway most people spend their lives avoiding.
Not because it lacks power—but because it asks for a level of honesty that dissolves who we believe ourselves to be.
This doorway is not divine.
Not light.
Not transcendence.
It is the place within you that hates.
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The Third Initiation of Shakti: Entering the Fire of Polarity
Within the Five Initiations of Shakti, there comes a phase where the movement shifts away from what we you drawn toward or away from.
Into the places where you resist.
Where you contract.
Where you push against life.
Because as long as you love, you will also hate.
As long as you desire, you will also reject.
These are not flaws.
They are signatures of being alive within polarity.
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Why Hatred Holds Power
Hatred is not separate from your life force.
It arises from the same primal current that seeks to:
- take
- cut
- destroy
- dominate
- define itself against something else
When this current is suppressed, it does not disappear.
It externalizes.
It appears as:
- people who trigger you
- recurring dynamics of injustice
- experiences that feel painful
Not as punishment—but as mirrors.
Mirrors revealing where energy remains unfelt, unintegrated, unowned.
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The Hidden Agreement Inside Resentment
Resentment is not only pain.
It is structure.
It is orientation.
It is control.
As long as resentment is maintained, reality stays predictable:
You know who you are.
You know who the other is.
You know how the story unfolds.
There is a subtle safety in that—even when it hurts.
To release resentment is not simply to feel better.
It is to step beyond the identity organized around the wound.
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The Initiation: Staying Inside the Fire
This initiation is not about expressing hatred outwardly.
It is about remaining present within it.
Feeling it fully in the body—without acting it out, without collapsing into narrative.
Because when you stay…hatred begins to transform.
Beneath it, there is:
- grief
- vulnerability
- openness
And as these layers are allowed…
The sense of separation softens.
What once felt like opposition reveals itself as compassion—
as the aliveness of love itself.
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The Deeper Resolution
When hatred is no longer resisted, suppressed, or projected—
but deeply, honestly embraced as part of your internal landscape—
something stabilizes.
The charge dissolves.
What once triggered you no longer hooks you in the same way.
In its place emerges a grounded neutrality.
Not numbness.
Not disconnection.
But a fullness that no longer needs to react.
This neutrality does not remove you from life—it allows you to participate more cleanly within it.
Response replaces reaction.
Clarity replaces distortion.
Life moves forward through you, rather than against you.
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Hatred—or Dark Eros—is not the end point, but an entry.
An opening into deeper integration.
A refinement of your own evolutionary process.
If you feel called to explore this directly, I invite you to join me starting this Sunday.
For five consecutive Sundays, we will meet virtually for one hour to move experientially through these initiations—offering you a lived map for navigating this terrain. (Registration ends today!)
Because Shakti is not something happening to you.
It is your own evolutionary imperative—awakening you into what you are, and what you are becoming.
May this full moon illuminate all you are ready to see and embrace as your next octave of embodied power.
Love,
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