Hello First name / lovely subscribers!
I originally planned to chat about AI in this newsletter. I have a lot of mixed feelings about it, but today, the last thing I want to do is talk about AI! It's everywhere, and honestly, I'm just tired of the rhetoric lately. 😅
So instead, I want to talk about how I've been feeling in business lately, because I think it's relatable.
It's been a difficult few weeks. For almost all of May, things were quiet, and at first that was welcome. I'd been busy, and quiet stretches usually feel exciting to me. I have more time to work on personal projects like finally having the time to build my
mini course. It was nice to leave my desk a little early instead of sitting there all day.
But this quiet stretch went on longer than usual. By the last two weeks of May, I was getting squirrely. I'd sit at my desk and freeze, not really knowing what to work on, even when there were things I could've been doing. I kept checking my inbox, finding crickets, and slowly slipping into a scarcity mindset, which really isn't like me. Honestly, it's the first time since I started working for myself that things have felt genuinely nervewracking.
I think a lot of you can relate. I've heard other website designers and developers saying the same thing, especially since the start of this year. AI is part of it, sure, but I think it's more than that. The economy feels unstable, and people are more cautious about where they spend their money (I know I am!). I just hadn't felt that ripple in my own business until recently.
When I noticed myself spiralling into negative thinking, I had to have a little chat with myself. Lean into abundance and P.M.A. (If you don't know what that means, it's "positive mental attitude," which I picked up from the hardcore punk scene.) If you're feeling this way too, you're not alone!
I started to get back on my normal path of thinking positively, leaning into abundance, and showing up. Keep showing up and doing the work, it pays off. I've always thought of it like a snowball rolling down a hill, it keeps getting larger and larger as it goes.
Lately, things have been picking back up, and it's starting to feel better already. That snowball's gaining a little momentum again. I don't have all the answers, but I think it's worth talking about, and worth knowing you're not alone in it. ❤️
(Cute cat break for positive vibes. Lola Blue 💙 and Maxwell 🖤)