Sneak peak at the nook area I'm refreshing. 
 
Why doesn't anyone talk about how expensive it is to be sick? I'm not talking about medical bills, I'm talking about all the online shopping I've been doing from my bed. I can't think of any sentence that produces more endorphins than “your order has been shipped,"and so basically I was actively trying to get better and I think that's very responsible of me. RETAIL THERAPY IS TOTALLY A THING.
 
I've been exhausted for 2 weeks now. Part of it is just me getting Covid for the second time in 5 months, but I'm pretty sure the other part is stress and old age. I can already hear my mom's voice in my head, “you're not old.”  I know, I know. But I'm also not young. Her and I debated whether or not I was considered middle aged a few weeks ago and based on a Google search (apparently its 45-65), she was right and I was wrong. I really hate it when she's right.
In case you missed it..
 
Daughter's room
Let me let you in on a little secret…remember these wallpaper samples I showed you last week? We ended up ordering the cranes (top left). Fun fact, I had no idea those birds were called cranes until I ordered this wallpaper, and I'm a little embarrassed to admit that. I have someone scheduled to come install next Wednesday (eeeee!).
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Until then, I'll be finishing up the gallery wall and will share by Monday. But you know I have to show you a sneak peak with Kesia's art (ladybug) right?
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I cannot wait to show you the rest!
Am I having a midlife crisis?
Ok, not really. But, kind of? I'm at a crossroads in my life, and have been doing a lot of reflection and soul searching. Do I go back to my political career? Do I continue this hobby/passion of mine? And most importantly, why is it so hard to give up drinking Diet Coke and eating like a hungover college student? These are the hard hitting questions that keep me up at night. Well, that and my husband's snoring. (JK, love you baby)
 
Needless to say, I've been reading a ton of non-fiction (mostly self-help) books. This week I read Daring Greatly by Brene Brown. I watched her Netflix special and forgot how much I loved her. I watched her viral Ted Talk awhile back, and because I loved her special, I decided to read one of her books. Spoiler alert: I loved it. 
 
The book is about the courage to be vulnerable. It is filled with nuggets of wisdom, however, it was this quote that she shared by Gretchen Rubin (from the happiness project) that really stuck out to me. And because I know so many people struggle with this, I thought I'd share:
 
“I remind myself don't let the perfect be the enemy of the good. A 20 minute walk that I do is better a 4 mile run that I don't do. The imperfect book that gets published is better than the perfect book that never leaves my computer. The dinner party of take out Chinese food is better than the elegant dinner that I never host.”
 
So if you're reading this, and you're waiting to do the thing, just do it already. 
Things I loved this week
 
 
 
Thank you for sticking with me through this journey. This past year has been quite the wild ride and I know I've taken several breaks and my content has been sporadic and delayed. I have so many home projects coming up, along with that art section on my website I am yet to finish. Thank you for your patience.
 
Lastly, if you're celebrating Mother's Day, I hope you have a good one. And if Sunday is a hard day for you, for whatever reason, I am sending you hugs. 
 
And if you missed last week's email, I've shared it HERE.
 
Merci Ktir <3
 
If you missed the meaning behind “Merci Ktir," click here.
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