willingness
#creativeflow
While meditating…
I had started to feel an itch on the top of my head that was lowkey…wanting to be scratch, but quickly remembered…
Nope…FEEL it out because in the a matter of a sec…
”ohhh yeah, that’s the topic of the week,” I quickly thought and on to my next idea. (I tell ya that brain of mines 🤪🤪🤪 loL)
By identifying that I had wanted to scratch my head. Allowed me to have the “willingness” to sit and observe the thought and feeling that soon had passed. Made me realize how much I have been enjoying the process of believing (this weeks vib3 check) in myself more and more as I dive deeper into this thang called #creativelifestyle.. Willingness for me means having the determination to keep going even when it feels scary af. By having the self belief that, “Dang, I can actually do this thing.” Even though the mind is probably yelling…”I don’t think sooo.” 🫣🫣🫣
But…
it has taken me a hot minuto to get here (and yasss it has for sure changed over the years and I‘m okay with that.)
Remember that we are ever evolving and that’s sooo stinking beautiful.
Okay, here are the ways I was able to curate my “willingness” meter:
~meditation - learning to sit still and listening to my thoughts
~curiosity that led me to…⬇️⬇️⬇️
~trying things that make me uncomfy - like this weeks project
(turinanicole.com 👀👀👀)
And what better way to segue into…
Boi…hot diggity dog…this was a BIGGIE for me ya’ll (creating the “coming soon” landing page for turinanicole.com).
For years… I have been wanting to design my very own website. I remember starting to design one a few years back and in the thick of creating the website…The dang doubt started to pop up 🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️🤦🏽♀️. Which then lead to becoming super frustrated and putting LOADS of pressure on myself for wanting the overall FEEL to be perfect. Which by this point…the designing for the website came to a screeching stop due to the fears and the unwillingness to keep going. (these feelings are reoccurring but ya truly do find ways to continuously overcome.)
Fast forward to present day I was sitting at my 9-5 job when it had dawn on me that…”danggg, I actually do need a website to host previous newsletters and etc(…podcast…YouTube 😝😝😝).” That thought then inspired me to create a “coming soon” landing page. To then completing the landing page Thursday morning around 5am (Say WHAT now…Ya’ll it TRULY doesn’t even feel like work 🤩🤩🤩 #grateful.) The #dedication is real and it continuously blows my mind with how much I am able to achieve all by simply keeping it simple (name of the game) and going for it.
All to say…
even when the doubt and the threat of wanting to stop because of some lame excuse that tries to deter me. I keep tinkering away at it until… waaa*bam. I am on the other side of it. Even when I am per se shaking in my boots. I dig deep and keep on taking it one step at a time.
To wrap it up it…
find it within ya self to try even when it‘s not making sense because before ya know it. You have forged a new way and have found ya self completing a landing page for ya upcoming website…😂😂😂
So for this week cr3ative fambam…
what is something you are “willing” to overcome and knock out this week?
>Feel free to share with me as
I‘d LOVE to share with the creative fambam in next weeks newsletter<
As always…
🌼keep going🌼
because YOU my love’s can do ANYTHING ya put ya mind too!!!
#creativelifestyle #yougotthis #creativefambam
, enjoy ya self today
✌🏽🧡😃’s
